Monday, October 3, 2011

Worry is NEVER helpful

After flying in from North Carolina last night I went to bed.  The next morning I woke up in shock.  Maybe it was the deafening silence of not having Daisy here......I was missing her BIG TIME.  I started worrying. I allowed my mind to imagine the worst.... I said to myself "OMG I just left my dog in another State! Daisy is 840 miles away from me...... and what on earth is that Leukapheresis machine doing to my little baby???  And does she feel abandoned?? Does she know what is happening to her? Is she in pain? Are they petting her and talking to her??  What the heck is a Leukapheresis machine anyway?  It must be legitimate ....I mean after all it was donated by the Mayo Clinic ......" (I couldn't understand it so of course it scared me......anything we don't understand scares us right?).  So anyway after a full day of worrying and scaring myself I became aware that this was not helping DAISY and it was only feeding my negative thoughts.  What you focus on expands right?  Then I started thinking how this might be affecting HER.  So I decided to practice what I preach and apply some of the spiritual/metaphysical/healing techniques I've studied throughout my life.  One can have a PhD in ANYTHING yet it means nothing unless you do something with it right? For this particular situation I decided to pull from the teachings of Carolyn Myss & Norman Shealy which focus on healing energy and the Chakra system (The Science of Medical Intuition & Advanced Energy Anatomy- The power of Co-creation and your power of choice) .  I listened to these tapes over and over during my drive to North Carolina. I knew that after the Leukapheresis procedure, Daisy's immune system would be weakened so I went to bed that night and did some chakra clearing on myself first. Then I visualized Daisy in my arms and surrounded her in a bubble of love & light and sent healing energy.  I said a prayer and went to sleep.  Some people don't believe in this sort of thing.  For me it just made sense to do something positive and productive for Daisy (and myself) as opposed to being self absorbed in my own worry, fear and dread.  

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